"I'm fine." She wasn't. She was drinking too much and crying herself to sleep over a guy she'd only casually hooked up with and then was married to for, like, a heartbeat. Why would she not be fine about that.

For a moment, she wasn't sure how much Joel remembered. She hoped it wasn't much. This wasn't exactly the place to get into those kinds of things and she really, really, really didn't want to rain on this day. Not for them. They were happy, they were going to be parents and it didn't matter what she was having nightmares about. "This is totally awesome and I'm glad someone did this because if not, I was totally doing it for you and I know you guys hate the surprises and stuff."